It'a been a rough past few weeks...
The anniversary, a semi-falling out with a friend, school, production, choir, and my other side projects.
The days come and go where all I want to do is disappear from this city and into the woods.
Just to be entirely alone.
Alone to cry. Alone to think. Alone to dream. Alone to write.
Then there are days when I am perfectly content and secure in the busy whirlwind of my day.Both of these are luxurys I have.I came to the realization that I take it for granted.Slow I know, still the same I am learning.
I dream of the days when I will fly free and do everything I have ever aspired to.
Music is the only thing that make sense right now. That and writting.I am eternally grateful for music in my life. especially all of the musicans I am surrounded by.
Music gives me the inspiration to say how I feel.
I have the luxury of music and a whirlwind day. I am so grateful for these. I would be even more lost with out either of them. I am finding a lot of direction in my life currently, I am happy. Adjusting, but happy.
Sigh no more.
Serve God, Love me and mend...
This is not the end.
Live unbruised we are friends.
And I'm sorry,
I'm sorry.
Sigh no more, no more
one foot in the sea, one foot on the shore
My heart was never pure.
And you know me.
And you know me.
And man is a giddy thing...
Love will not betray you, dismay or enslave you,
It will set you free.
Be more like the man you were made to be.
There is a design,
an alignment to cry,
of my heart see,
The beauty of love as it was made to be...
-Mumford and Sons-
Beautiful. :)
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